Selasa, 02 Agustus 2011
I’ve passed 2nd day of august…it’s gonna be hell year for 2nd day in august. How can I said like that? I’ve prepared all thing to him, but It was wasted oh my, what the hell happened!!!!
The failed planning in 2nd august:
1. Wake him up at 12AM by sms to disturb him(bcs I knew that he would never accept my telephone) without saying “happy birthday”:D
2. Make a blackforest cake for him(I knew he loves chocolate n I’ve got course for make this cake last year in Bogasari). After that make some chocolate n pack them in a pink love box with red ribbon
3. When the sun is rising, send him a text to make a date in Amplaz
4. Waiting for his answer n sleeping for a while
5. If he answer my text n say yes, take a bath n give the best “makeup” for my date with him. But if he say no…better if I eat my cake alone in my bedroom n hearing some songs from children of bodom,the side project, Monkey to millionaire, scared of bums, and paramore. N give my chocolate to my sister n her friends.
6. When he answer yes: take the cake n the chocolate in Lala(restaurant near Amplaz) n going tp Amplaz without gift, cake, or something like that.
7. When he answer yes: meet him n watching some movie, after that get lunch in KFC or Solaria, and then playing at Timezone, after that walking around to talk about something for a while
8. When he answer yes: invite him to Lala n asked my friend to sing a song(not birthday song)with accapella
9. When he answer yes: asked him to make a wish before blow the candle, eat the cake together.
10. When he answer yes: give him some chocolate in the end n give him that “gift”hahha
11. At 11:99PM say “Happy Birthday” n be the last person,kekekeke
==” but I know this is fasting month, so we move to plain B,kekkee. Here we go:
1. Disturb him at 12AM by Misscall without saying “happy birthday”:D
2. Make a blackforest cake for him(I knew he loves chocolate n I’ve got course for make this cake last year in Bogasari). After that make some chocolate n pack them in a pink love box with red ribbon
3. When “sahur”, wake him up, sahur, and then sleep for a while
4. When he wake up at 9 or 10 Am, send him a text for see the sunset n “ngabuburit” at Kuwaru Beach(I dunno where is it, but pll says it’s near paragtritis n the view is beautiful)
5. If he say yes: we meet at 3Am at Janti n going there with one motorcycle or car(one of us have to take our motorcycle or car in my father office)
6. If he say yes: when we arrived there, my friends will sing an accapella song(not birthday song)
7. We both eat the cake together n see the sunset
8. In the end I will say to him that I love him n I wouldn’t asked the answer anymore n I’ll ask him my chocolate
9. Go home at “magrib”, when arrived at Janti asked that “gift”
10. At 11:99PM say “Happy Birthday” n be the last person,kekekeke
==” yeah, plan B I try to be romantic girl,wkwkwkwk
:D but I know both of above my plains are failed n im not prefer for plain C or another plain if he say “No” or “I’m sorry I cant, I have to go to Bandung for “buka bersama” with my old friends there”, yeaaaaaah, it was gonna be wasted,kekekke. Nope lah, I’ve tried my best, whereas I know it … wased … hmmmm.
Now, if he’s reading this post maybe he will be angry or leave me over again, but I don’t care. He maybe will say “you are so selfish because you said like that”. I DON’T CARE ANYMORE!!!
So before he say that im selfish I will say first, “ hey boy, aren’t you more selfish than me? you just see everything with your view n never see in me, you make me realize that you are everything for me n when im fly up, you make me down with leave me without something which can make me contact you. You never see in me, you never see how pretty me is without your caress n I think you don’t care of all I was feel when you weren’t with me. you are so selfish, aren’t you?so, before you say that im so selfiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish, look at the mirror n see yourself :)”*am I so suck?kekeke
The first of august stella(my BFF) said: kamu tu ngapain ngurusin orang kea gitu?udah jelas2 dia ngga peduli kamu, masih aja kamu berusaha buat orang kea gitu. Kea banalu aja lama2, nggondeli terus*forward some od her text on my phone
My feeling?jleb jleb…like a knife*the song of secondhand serenade,kekkeke
:) well, enough of my post today. Thx for reading
