Rabu, 27 Juli 2011
:( guys, im sick right now, over n over again....aaagggght!!!im so disgusting with myself, curse me for this damn pain!!!
right now, u r the only reson for me to live my life. im not strong enough as you know, but always i try to be strong like what everyone wanted me to be....im so tired. i've tried so many way to cure my pain :( God, help me, im too weak to get up, help me...
he said that i have to be strong :) im stooooong!!!hahaha*foolish hoping
hope someday, i can see your cutest smile.i dunno how long God will be calling me, but the last will i've is ... see your cutest smile. i just want you to accompany me, whatever is that, as my gud friend, as my BF, or anything. i just wanna you to closr with me :'( only you the thing that all i wanted right now. i know that someday you will leave me over again, but i beg to you to stay with me, pls dont leave me anymore. i really need you more than anything in this world. pls dont leave me anymore*crying...
you r the only star i want see at night, yu r the only flower i wanna feel that smell, you r the only hokki for mr to get, you r the only rain i wanna wet my land, n you r the only person between million people i wanna know n i wanna have in my own world :')
if you wanna leave me again, i wish that you would like to read this blog, i really need you, soo pls i beg you to stay with me for any loger aver after :')
